A Dream within A Dream

2009-10-05T10:40:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT PAGII!!!!!

pagi inii..sangat indahhhh..heheee~
get up soo early kot 2 siapkn logbook..
muna silelah kurangkn aktiviti bfoye2 n lagha andaa..farah..xnk join ke?? ehheee~
drank a glass of milk just to fill my small tummy yg bising kelaparan..
then went to sumbit logbook to supervisor..dont now why but somehow mood Dr.Yap tsgt2 la baik kn dis morning..SUKE SUKE SUKE!!! siap btepuk tampar..i luv u la Dr.Yap..muahxxx! hihihiiiii~

then went to putrajayaaa..
had a car race with mini cooperrrr secare xsgaje..ape kes kan pg2 dah racing nii..but sadly i lost..buwekkkk!!!! xcool la kn if swift win over mini cooper..tp mini cooper tu biru laaa..nak merah..hukhukk! n da no plate is not 8888 pon..guguuuuu~ tp guy yg dlm keta tu mcm ade instict je how im into mini cooper kn skng..fuhhh..so amazing~~ life is beautiful la wa ckp lu..

had a new york cheese cake 4 my break1st..klo xgemok..pls la blaming my hormon k!! not me! the cashier guy puji my selendang..he said my shawl is so lovely..dlm hati i was like..brader..xkn shawl jee..orgnyee??? tup2 pastu die pon tros ckp..tuan tudung pon lovely jgkkk..ayyoooo! klo bole lompat nk je lompat tinggi2 tym tu..but behaveeee munaaa..heheee~

finally...guysss!! im sure korng msti suke dgr niii..my broken heart is totally FIXEDDDD!! yehhuuuuuuuu~!!! thanx to you..n y0u..aaa u 2..n u of cosss..arghhhh!! dont u ged ittt!!! yes YOUUUUU!!! nananananaaaaaa~

caloooooo~

2009-09-14T13:27:00.001+08:00

So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
Well, I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
And if you ran away,
I'd still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

dis is a song..that kinda me nowww..soo..enjoy peeps..

2009-09-11T21:02:00.001+08:00

aku
melepaskan mu
dengan hati yang relaaa...

2009-07-02T12:19:00.003+08:00

hell0o..hel0Oo..hello0oOOoo...

sudah lama tiada ku mengupdate blog iniii..hmmm..where should i start ehh?? ok2..here's what happen to me latelyyy that i feel like sharing with u guyys

al-kesah pertama
intern dah absss..YEHHUUUUUUU!!!!! O-YEAH2!!!!! 3 bulan yg mcm hell but sronok la jgk..the last day xsngke la plak aku yg rox n farah jiwang trase sebak plakk..farah should be laa cos die mmg minah jiwang..hihiii~ but me?? i feel sebak..eyyyeee..absolutely so not me laaaa knn..but we love our supervisor SIAH yg super cool but can turn to mad monster when he's under pressure..miss yeoh is like our mother there..very2 caring and always help us katne nak mkn since the whole 3 month we're there..always bmasalah ngn tmpt mkn..abg azam pembuli paling besar..suke sakat aku n farahhh..eeeee..gerammm!! our very steady boss..MR.NG...very steady..cool..n mmahami pnye boss..tp bengang gak sbb buli kteorng wat websiteee..urghhh!! tp xpelaa...die byk tolong kteorg n kongsi pengalamn die ngn kteorng..sales person yg okla kot..but..what a 3 month la wa ckp lu..mcm2 kteorng gain n mcm2 la terjadi 3 buln tuu..

2nd story
enough wif my intern..my burppy burpdayy plakkkk...thanx 4 all da wishes guyssss...xnk la sebut sume org..takot telupee sape2 plak..but thanxx zillioonnn..thanx 4 da birthday suprise..Farahh..ko mmg bumper n gemok yg sgt la wat aku suprise dat dayyy...kissing muahhhhxxxxx 4 u la babee!! xsangke aku dpt cupcakes yg sgt la da comelest cupcakes in the world!! E!! thanx 4 coming wlaupon kejap jee..seb bek my mum kasi greenlight kasi me jmpe u..klo x sie2 je u dtg..huahhahaa..aaron thanx 4 da big appleee..mak..thanx wat kenduri kesyukuran utk mun and abg..thanx 4 da chocolate naciollaa cake since that the only choclate kek yg aku mkn..syudd!! thanx 4 da teddy bearr..luv it so much..iman jiwang..thanx 4 da ape eh org pgl..sumthng keychain yg letak kt hp..bf saye suke sgt bnde yg awak kasi tuuu..die plak yg excited lebey..die plan nk cr gtar yg mcm awk kasi tu buat pendant utk syeee..sweet x?? heheee..jgn jeles imannn..hiiii~ wan..thanx 4 da dinner treat! rse mcm nk upload gmbr2 burppy day present tp usb cabel ilangg..soo..it will be upload soon laaa..still searching my burpyday present frm amy senget..nadiah toek..elmee busuk (since i xjmpe bnde yg bekenan dihati lgg..jgn risoo..nnt dah jmpe i akn tuntot!!! xkn lupe pnyee)..din a.k.a kekasih gelap..aku nak adiah yg sgt bsar punyeee..syafiq..tungguu..akn aku paw ko abs-absn..aina mok..xnk lembu dah..nk bnde len plak(hehe..birthday yg gedik lg demand) -the end-

once upon a time
last 2 weeks..hang out ngn gogo's..mmg gurls day out laaa..gossip(as always)..karokee..dancing..snap as many picture as we can..im happy dat all my closses gogo's dah found their true love and entitile in a relationship n sum of them even dah reservee..tnggu mse jeee..hiii~

nisya+acap ==>u guys have been 2geda since like 4everrr...stil tringat dolu2 nisya pnyela mrh kteorng kenenkn die ngn acap..see nisya..mulot kteorng mmg masin..hak2!!! cant imagine anak2 korng nnt..msti tembam2..hahahhh!

ayu+joe ==>ayu always dreaming nak bf mat salehh..awk dah dpt joe sudah laa..putih melepak jgk peee..to joe..silelah pcaya kat ayu sbb die mmg so carzy in luv same ko sknggg!! ahaks!!

aina+agil ==>dont knw much bout aina's bf..but aina seems happy bsama bfnyeee..so..we're happy 4 u 2 laaaa..aina nk kawen cpt sbb die the most gatal among uss..soo..we're hoping dat ayu xkawen dlu la dr awkk...hehee~

iman+syafiq ==>org nme syafiq ni slalunye suke buli orgg n kelakar..i hope iman's syafiq pon cmtu gakklaa cos it will be so cute to buli iman..hihii~ jgn marah iman but it is whattt..so glad she finally met the love of her lifee..imann..i can see ok how deeply in luv u r ngn syafiq tuu...awk mmg dpt la restu sye ni sbb i can see die buat awk happy cecgtt!

mimi+hadi ==>mmmm..still complicated i can see..alaa mimii..nobody's perfect laaa..trimela adi tu seadanyaa..i can see how much he care 4 u mse ko cte yg die mrh ko jd gadis liar bsama anniee..dat means he luv u what..bkn sng nk cr bf cmtu mimi oiii..

soo..sume org mmg tgh i luv u..u love meee..we will be happy family la nmpknyee..klo ade jodoh la knn..hope all of us will have our ever lasting loveee..peacce ya'lll!!

kisah 4
last week aku buat muvi marathon smpi 3 cte.. DRAG ME TO HELL..HANNA MONTANA N TRANSFORMERS..mmg nk muntah dah tgk wayang even ade cte best kat wayang skang pon mmg dah xhingin nak g tgk..drag me to hell sgt superb punye cte hantu wa ckp luu..gile takot n suspen..mmg kiling he hardly pnye cte..aku yg berani2 takot ni pon byk kali la tekejot mcm org sakit jantung..aku sarankn pencinta2 cerita hantu dan penakot2 silelah tgk cte hantu tu..pas tgk mmg rse mcm hero la sbb bjaya menghabiskan cte tuu..funny thing mse tgk cte tu me n E dua2 tutop muke ngn sweater n just bg nmpk sket jee sbb maklomlaaa..penakot la ktekn..i wonder la org lain pon tgk mcm kteorng jgk ke tutop2 mate ngn sweater?? then after pakse E to watch drag me to hell..then i drag him to watch HANNA MONTANA..i stil remember how malu E was mse nak bli tiket wayang..HELLOOO!!! hanna montana ok what..cbe tgk dluu..gua gerenti u all tangkap leleh pnyee..aku yg rox ni pon hampir tewas n menitiskn air mate tauu..but still cannot 4get la Bal's face bile tau E tgk hanna montana..Srry E..but u enjoy kn tgk cte tu..hihii~ then..that night me, E and Bal tgk my MOSTTT tenanti2 muviii..TRANSFORMERSS!!!! kteorng tgk kat IMAX..screen gile bsr..dhla dok nk dekt2 depn jgk sbb penoh..1st pening la jgkk..tp cte diee..very da bomb like bom2 pawww!! terbaik la wa ckp lu wlaupon sgt la xlogik kn..but who caress!! so ape tunggu lggg..tgk la weyy!! on da way back..E says he changed a lot sbb tgk cte hantu n hanna montana dat is soo not his type of muvi that he'll be watching..welll..naseb u laaa..hehee..kidding!! thanx a bunchh teman me tgk muviii..wekKK!!

5th storyy
my baby little sister dah bsr pnjng even lg tinggi dr aku..hampehhh!! now dat she's off to KMB..so sunyi oo aku kat umah ni xde diee..xde org nak gadoo..xde org nak dgr aku bebel..gossip..buli kemas bilek..teman g shppng..buang taik kucing..tdo pon srg2..huk2!! but i guess she miss home more that i do miss herr kott..soo..jgn nanges2 n homesick sgt k kat snee..nnt p ireland lg xleh blek rumh tiap mingguu..so skng ni aku la jd driver amek n hantar die..tp xpeee..seb bek ade sorng adek jee..klo xmampos xlayan..balek nek bas sndriii..hahaaa..aku mmg seorng kakak yg garang tp luvingg..hik2!!! amy senget!! i nak dedicate lagu ni la utk u..

masa kakak tgk cte hanna montana..ade 1 pharse niii..LIFE IS A CLIMB..BUT THE VIEW IS GREAT..soo..be strong!! jgn rendah diri sgt..mmg la ssh kat KMB tuu..bcos only the best deserve to be there..n u are 1 of themm..so..prove to me..mak..abah..abg n abg cik xlupa juga kucing2 mu dat u can do it..ok??!!! i believe u can do it..our prayer will alwways be with uu..+ jgn noty2 ye kat snee..igt afiq gemok smee..hahaaa..

soo..itulah crite2nyee sepanjang aku xupdate blog niii..rindu gak nak upload my home made video tp nntlaaaa...usb hilanggg..GRRRrrr!

2009-05-14T16:37:00.008+08:00

Tagged by S

Award rules :
1. Insert this badge or the pic above to inform u have been awarded.
2. Make sure u take the pic n said it is from.
3. You should tell 10 facts or hobbies about yourself.
4. You should choose 5 other bloggers (easier the ones who follow you) and tell their names in your blog
5. Dont forget to go to their blog and tell them they have been tagged !!!

Awarded by:

Mohd Syafiq bin Suraji (btol ke tulis nme ko ni?? huhuu~)

10 facts or hobbies of mine:
1. im a female la of cos!!
2. same as S..TAKEN and NOT AVAILABLE..happy2 lalalaaaa~
3. so clumsy..so pelupee..so pemalas..so suke makan but x gemok2!!! duhhh!
4. suke melalak kat bilek air (just ask my sista n aina how merdu my voice is..hihiii~)
5.LOVE shopping but now tgh control myself not to be sooo shopaholic (yes i can do itt!!)
6.LOVE GOSS especially wif mia mummy n sista, my gogo's, S, aina, 2 org makcik gem, n shud n wan n tikaaa n n n..alaaaa..byk la plak knn
7.Love ice cream but hate chocholate!
8. suke tgk bintang..suke barefooting kt beach
9.xsuke LIPAS sgt3!!!!!
10.22 mEi is mia bdayyyy!! 1 mnggu je lg..mueheheeee~ tp dah msk 22..arghhhh!! so tuee! ( i'm having a panic attack!!) but..no wrry..age is just a number meyhh..ahaks!!

Dgn gewdiknye i mahu tagg:

1.Shud

2. Aina

4. Onny

4. Tika

5. Evrybodyy..hak2!!

2009-05-05T10:19:00.004+08:00

ALERT people!!
sbb
TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN
is coming to your cinema on 26 JuNE
oh yeah! oh yeahh! (sambil buat chicken dance)
xsabarnyeeeee!
tgk imax la korang
sure lg best!!

2009-04-18T21:40:00.007+08:00

last sunday
i went to pc fair wif my dad,mummy, n amy
my dad promised me 2 buy a new Digital SLR
but suddently ble die tgk harge mahal sgt la plak kn..
camera itself dah about 2K..xmsk ngn tripod lg..lens lg..huuu~
then my dad ask me just to take da usual camera mcm cybershot or bla blaa..
but i said xnak cos dah bosan la ngn camera biasee..
huuu..nak Digital SLR jgkk..
myb my upcoming bday ni nak goda my dad skali lg utk blikn me that camera..
on our way back..my dad asked me 2 drive..
its raining so heavylyy..
n guess what..
my speed at that tym was about 120-140km/h..
hahaaa..
seb bek xkantoi mse tu sbb mak n abah slip soo soundlyy
penat kot
feel so remaja la mse tuuu..
but bile dah smpi rumh..pk2 blek..
i'm so thankful nothings happen n we all arrived home safelyy..
fuhhh~~
seb baik..
so guyys..
drive super carefully
follow da speed limit
dont drink n drive yaaa!

2009-04-18T11:13:00.006+08:00

there can be miracle..when you believee..*wink2*

congrats to all unitenianss..
smlm dah dpt results knn..hahaaa
i'm sure korang sume msti tgh berhappy-happyan( me 2 tau)
maka marilah melompat dgn lebih tinggii..yehhuuuu!!!
we deserve it..yeahh!!
so far so good..
all of my closes fren meningkat pointer merekaa..
Alhamdulillah..syukurr
so people listed beloww..
be alert

mia familia(abah,mak,abang,abg cik,amy toek n nad senget)--> thanx 4 all da wishes..thanx 4 always believe in me eventough i'm not that good n feels like quiting..but u guys always motivate me to stand still n to be strong..I LOVE U GUYSS..MUAHHHXXX!

unitenians
farah n hilmi--> mekaseh la kerna patient mengajar aku..bukan aku jeeee..yang lain2 jugak..thanx 2 hilmi 4 da klas..hehee..ko leh jd lecturer laa gnti en.suhaimii..farah plak jd hilmi's RA..i owe u guys so much..nak dpt deans list mcm korng gakk..huuu~congrats on ur result farahh..weee~

azie bling2 n farah bimb2-->my bestest gossip partner..wlaupun sem ni kte jarang stdy sme2..jarang bsame2..i ttp syg u all lebey..hehee..bcos u guys always there when i need the most..

naza n erin-->my second bestest gossip partner..kte stdy same2 kat coe foodcourt mcm nak gileee..hope u guys pnye result pon okk..hehee..

ainaa musyuk-->my gossip,shopping,cooking n eating partner..hahaa..most of all my housemate la knn..u help me a lot..kemas rumh..assgnment..bile i kelam kabut(slalu kan muna kelam kabut)..u calm me down..pau kredit..hahaa..shenkiu yehh..shenkiu jugak sbb kejut i tym exam..hiiii~

cikon kon-->housemate gua yg sgt slambee..bijak n always there 4 me bile i nak mbebel xpuas hati kat org lain..a good listener..i respect u a lot laa bcos u always being u..xheran pon org lain nak ckp apee..want 2 be a tetap pendirian gurl like u 2.

ilachubby-->shenkiu teman muna stdy sme2..hope ur result masyukkk!! thanx jugak sbb blikan muna break1st..hiii~

onnychubby-->eventough aku jarang togeda2 ngn ko..thanx 4 da wishess..rindu r bergossiping ngn koo..huuuu~

budak2 coe(nami,azan,zul,ayed,ros,dayang,herna,alip,bijan)-->kte stay up gilee vavveeee sdty kat coe foodcourt sme2 smpi kol 3 4 pg..hope our pengorbanan paid off laa..it is whatt..result ok kann..hhehee..

fwenss(capik,syud,din,ikie,tika,pokjak n others laaa..srry if tlupe)-->thanks 4 all da wishes

ehh..tlupe srg lg laaa...hehee..kiding..how can i forgot u..the most n fore most actually..my special n my only onee..E..dis is for uu..

I want to tell you "Thank you,"
But it doesn’t seem enough
Words don’t seem sufficient
"Blah, blah" and all that stuff.

without ur support
where would i be?
lost n miserable
that's how i see me

you've given the courage
to live my life
the strengh and the will
to handle the strife

in my heart n soul
if u were not here
evrything in life
would be harder to bear

but knowing you're walking
this path at my side
though it is narrow
you make it seem wide

Thank you for what you did
You didn’t have to do it
I’m glad someone like you
Could help me to get through it

XOXO FRENNSSSSSS!!

2009-04-17T12:46:00.004+08:00

BENGANG MODEE!!
i am so pissed off wif dis one guy
how could he do dis to mee
after all da shit that u've done
now u r talking SHIT behind me plak
u r such a coward
i think i've been patient n nice enough 4 u
what is ur problem MR.LOSERR??
u r such a BIG JERKKK!
so u better fix all da crap n shit that u've trown 2 mee
or if not u gonna get a sweet revenge frm mee..ahahhh!!
i have my own pride!!
GERAMMMM!!
GrrrrRRR!!

2009-04-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

2mrrw dah start intern
cuaknyeeee~~!
so many thoughts and questions melayang2 like a bird in my mind
nak pkai ape ehh??
nak bawak ape??
kne pakai make up ke?
nnt lunch break nak mkn ktne??
org kat company tu garang x?
sempat ke smpai on tym esk pg??
nnt keje kne buat ape??
huuuuuuu~~
takotnyeee!!

sOo..nak wish gudluck kat sume kawan2..eh xnak laa..kat sume unitenians yg start intern 2mrrw..korang pon msti tgh cuak mcm aku jugak kn..huahuahuaa~~

ALL THE BEST FELLASS!!!

2009-04-04T11:10:00.003+08:00

my blogg!!
dah gileew now!!
layout pon xbtol
xleh comment
wuwuwuuuu~~
i need HELPPP!!!!!!
since i'm sOo dumb2 in this kinda things
huuuu~

2009-04-03T23:55:00.007+08:00

PODDLE-SODDLE-MODDLE-DODDLE

p/s: gudluck 4 ur exam 2mrrw E! do the best u can cos i knw u can do ittt! hoOyeahh!

2009-04-03T21:53:00.004+08:00

I'm a GOLD diggerr

dis tym pnye ksm
gua dpt GOLD tauuu
far..mari bbangge bsama-samaa..weeeeee~
ko mmg partner double aku yg plg da bestest in da world laaa
nothing much 2 say dis year pnye ksm
ohh yaaa..
kteorng borong makanan sakan kat pekan sari muadzam
da food rse die ok laaa
but not the best pasar mlm food i've ever taste laa
the gamee..ok kot..tp men shari jee..sbb xrmai course hanta wakil
sedikit kurang feel dsitu..
ptg tu n second day dah bosan sbb xde game..
so g support tenis ,futsal pompuan n basketball
mse blek..
thanx God xstuck ngn banjir n pokok tumbang mc m bas lain..
as usual
gambbarrheeee..

2009-03-10T20:15:00.006+08:00

JM concert ROX my SOXX!!!

da days has come..so excited..so over whelming la kn..but nak tnggu tym die kuar tu..ayyooo..Tuhan je yg tau..lame seyhh..but bile die dh kuar..jeng3..maka berjeritanlah sume wanita2..n lelaki pon tau..heheee..me too so menjerit mcm org gilee..but S..lg lg gileee..hahhaa..as he started singing..his voice..soo sgt merduu ok!!! i almost terbang melayang sperti pari2 dalam mimpi..wuhhhuuuu~~! as all da goers sebok nk amek gmbr+video+blaaa2..i dun really bother to tke those..i just want to capture da moment and save it in my memory n enjoy da show..man!! he's so talented..soo hensem..ngeee..~~ so memukau..sooooo suke buat lawak..sooo slamber gile kot..n i heard dat he's so good at cooking 2..sooo like my type as i'm not so good in cooking all though E always craving 4 my cheese cake and home made lasagna..hihiii~~ xsnagke btol dpt tgk die depn2..S!! tq la ajak i..klo xmsti aku xtau die nk dtg wat concert..maklomlaa..aku ni kn slalu je katak bwh tempurung..well u knw me kn?? hahaaa..met some new frens..huda..halim..dan..gf dan..and kwn gf dan..i'm hoping dat he'll come again sumday n rox my soxx...AGAINNNN!!!

these r some of da pic cilok frm S and my fav song dat nitee..

2009-02-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

JM mood..hell ya BebeYYYY!!!!

i cant wait..huuu..counting dayss..mr clock plz go faster as fast as u can plzzzz~~ mcm bole la knn..S! i cant wait 4 our shhpng spree 2..lame gle da kot xshppng ngn ko..miss our shopping spree a lot dude!!!

bak kate S..
walaupon tiket fri seating jee..
layan laa..
nk bli tiket mahal2 duit plak xde..
huhuuu..
same as s..
i'm waiting 4 4th march patiently..
haishh~

me singing i'm yours wif my guitar burock.......

2009-02-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

ok peoplee
again n finally my blog is updated after lots of pemerlian oleh anda semuaa
cisnesss!!!
xtau la apsl ttibe bermood nak update blog
igtkn nak deletae je account ni
srry la kengkawan
gue seorng yg berm00d n sangatlah pemalas dalam pelbagai segi
so kne tnggu mood tu dtg la bru nak update blog
mmmmmm
nak start frm mne eh??
so many things happen before this 1 month
well its a new year dah
azam baru
mmmmm banyak kot
nnt la i gtau u all k?? ahaks!
4 now just to let u guys know that
i'm so0o happy now!!!
is more than enough kot
so guyss..
be happy 4 me 2 k??
*wink2*

p/s: aina musyuk yg pilih font niee..apsl die suke sgt font ni pon xtau laa..mcm font type writer je aku tgk..oldskool tol makcik nih..jgn marah yooo!

2008-12-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

finally..i got da mood to update my blog..srry fellas for da late update..been a bit buzy latelyy..so far..i'm getting better kot..rsenyee laa..mcm dah xde prasaan jee~~ mls dah nk pk all dis small thing..eventhough dis berundur diri thing is not an easy thing but..haish..xtau la mau ckp cmnee lgg..

yesterday was a ohh so happy day turn to be ohh so bad n tragic day..dont kno why after i met H evrything turn out to be so clumsy..so wrong..haish S..im glad finally kte jmpe jgk tdi..thanx 4 da strawberry coklat..sgt sedap okk! but kte xamek gmbr r..klo x bleh wat D jeles..hahhaaaa...dahla aku pakai bju tut tutt..msti die xpcaya nyeee..heeee~~
anyway thanx to H 4 making me sooo gelak2 yesterday..seems like yesterday i got to kno u more laaa..but still xdpt men pool..wuwuu~~ bru je igt nk tunjuk 'kehandalan' kat H..ahaks! next tym i guess..

ramai org bertnye...npe xleh comment blogg?? actually i pon tatau la ape psl..myb sbb layout..myb bcos i myself so malas to figure it out npe xleh comment..alaaa..xpelaa..xyah la comment tu..

this is a video to menghiburkan hati korang..srry la if sumbang or whatever knn..suddently ble convert frm mp4 to mpeg the sound quality tersgtlah hampehh..bak kate C seperti gue menyanyi di dlm tong..this is my 1st video lgpon..dedicated especially to D..u hve waited soo long kn 4 dis video knn?? srry beb..this video is recorded while waiting 4 S to call me to confrm when to be at alamanda..soo ENJOYYY!!

this is the story of a gurl..

2008-12-13T13:29:00.001+08:00

this is da story of a gurl..with a broken heart..n how did dat happen to her..i dont knw..even she cant tell..she kept wondering how can dis happen..she's giving her best..but still mybe its not enough..so sad..so pathetic..frm the outside she looks fine..but deep inside she's tearing apart..a big luv,hugs, and kisses to her family,bffs, n friends..who always be there for her..especially now..when she's dealing with the most difficult tym of her life..n not forgetting 2 u..for reading dis blog..now..she's hoping for the star to shine bright again n wait patiently for the sound straight from the twilight......